92 Lovely Things

name: Gabbiee

age: 14
 
birthday: September 21   
what was your..

1. last beverage: Diet Coke
2. last phone call: My Madre
3. last text message: Andy!
4. last song you listened to: Lights By Ellie Goulding

5. last time you cried: Today

 
have you ever..
 
6. dated someone twice: Nada
7. been cheated on: If were talking uno...haha no never
8. kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. lost someone special:  yess
10. been depressed: mmhm

11. been drunk: nope
 
 three favorite colors...
 
12. Dark Green

13. Strawberry Red

14. Purple

last year (2010) have you... 
15. made a new friend: I got a whole family

16. fallen out of love: yess
17. laughed until you cried: so many times...oh how I love you improv

18. met someone who changed you: a few
19. found out who your true friends were: yessirree
20. found out someone was talking about you: maybe ;) 
21. done something you regret: nope, I stopped regreting

 general :
 
22. how many followers of your blog do you know in real life? One, Do you really love lamp? I love them.
24. do you have any pets: Allister is the bestest fish in the entire world.
25. do you want to change your name: Yes
26. what did you do for your last birthday: I cried...?
27. what time did you wake up today: Six am
28. what were you doing at midnight: watching amadeus. Longest movie ever.

29. name something you cannot wait for: To watch my lovely friends perform Fully Committed

30. last time you saw your mother: a half an hour ago
31. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I was not diabetic
32. what are you listening to right now: Your Song: Ellie Goulding
33. have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: haha yes. My neighbor.  
34. what's getting on your nerves right now?: People who can't walk correctly in the hallway

37. nickname: Gabbs, Gabbo, Gabbers, Gabeebee, Gabba Gabba,
38. relationship status: Single
39. zodiac sign: Virgo :)

40. are you a boy or girl: girl
41. middle school: Centennial Middle School
42. high school: Mountain Pointe High School

43. college: Hopefully somewhere far away from Arizona :)
44. hair color: Dark brown  
45. long or short: long
46. height: 5'5 and a half
47. do you have a crush on someone?: more or less
48. what do you like about yourself? my freckles

49. piercings: no, scary.
50. tattoos: not quite
51. righty or lefty: righty!
 
firsts :
 
52. first surgery:Eyebrow

53. first piercing: none
54. first best friend: Courtney
55. first sport you joined: Swim
56. first vacation: Arizona...and then we moved here. Sad story.
right now :
 
59. eating: nothing

60. drinking: water
61. i'm about to: submit my poemm
62. listening to: Macy Maloy
63. waiting for: Fully Committed
 
your future :
 
64. want kids? Sure thing
65. Get Married? Uh yup
66. Career? Writer. Actor. Doctor. One of the above.
  
which is better :
 
67. lips or eyes: eyes.
68. hugs or kisses: Hugs! At the moment at least...
69. shorter or taller: taller.
70. older or younger:  older
71. romantic or spontaneous: both are nice
72. nice stomach or nice arms: stomach

73. sensitive or loud: loud with a sensitive side
74. hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. trouble maker or hesitant : hesitant
 have you ever :
 
76. kissed a stranger: nope
77. drank hard liquor: no
78. lost glasses/contacts: Everyday
79. had a concussion? almost...
80. broke someone's heart: sure did
81. had your own heart broken: indeed
82. been arrested: haha no

83. turned someone down: Yes
84. cried when someone died: Once
85. fallen for a friend: Yes 
 do you believe in :
 
86. yourself: somewhat
87. miracles: possibly?
88. love at first sight: sure do!
89. heaven: nope
90. santa claus:  Who Doesn't?

91. the bible: uh nope

92. angels: nada

 

xoxo

-g

 

Oh love...

Dear Cameron Mitchell,
      If we can't get married, will you at least sing at my wedding in the not so near future? Thanks so much!
                   xoxo
                     Gabbiee

Cameron Mitchell and Macy Maloy

Love, Love, Love...?

Hola Geeklings,

Lately I have been getting asked a lot about the topic of love. As my profile says I am a firm believer in it, but I have never in my life, been in any form of love. Love is something I am still not sure if I grew up around or not. My family is extremely dysfunctional. My parents fight twenty four seven, and my sister would do anything to bring me down. Call that love. I am not one to fall in love easily considering the fact that I have only "fallen for" two gentlemen in my entire life. One saw me as just another girl and the other is now and will forever be one of the people who has changed my life forever, and we are very close friends now, but nothing more. And for me, thats exactly right. Love will come to me one day, that day could be tomorrow for all that I know. I just don't know. So for all the single men and women who are reading this, it is okay. Just find something you absolutely love and cling onto it for dear life. I promise you if you do that, you'll get where you have always wanted to be. For me, that thing is theatre. My theatre family cares for me more then my own family. They are my best friends and the most understanding (and the oddest) people I will probably meet in my life. So right now, I guess you can say I'm starting to learn what love is. Love is friendship that is so close that you call them family. So if a relationship comes a long this year, who am I to stop it? Life happens. Crap happens. Happiness happens to if you let it. Don't stand in the way of yourself. Don't be the shy dorky girl who doesn't say a word her entire freshman year of high school. Seriously, you don't want to be that girl. I love you all and I truly mean it. I am oh so serious. To show my love I get to post my poems tomorrow which seem to be the most popular feature on this blog so Yayayayayay! Have a nice evening and know that someone(me) will always love you. Because you read my blog.

Thanks Lovelies,

xoxo
-g

Me and one of my best guy friends have this relationship. It is the bestest.

So I...

Hi Geeklings,

So I...wrote another phenomenal poem. Well, atleast I think it is quite good for a poem. So I shall post it after I turn it in to my english teacher on tuesday. But anywhooo, I'm in a pretty darn good mood. Life is swell. I have no idea why im talking so funny. So I'll post a nice picture of something to look at. Please excuse my rambling.

xoxo
-g

Things I love...

Heyy derr,

My Theatre Family. They Mean the Absolute world to me and each and I love each and every single one of these lovely faces.

My Bestest Frand, Jordan. I love her more than life.

Cameron Mitchell. My Nerdspiration. He is the cutest nerd in the entire world and one day we will be married.

Quotes about life and other stuff, I enjoy them greatly.

My favorite place in the world is disneyland, aren't we so cute! :)

Unusual Art. Its Amazing.

Hearts. Please? I just love these shapes.

People in love. They are quite inspiring.

Fishies. Nuff Said.

Heres my list of things. Follow and Obey :)

Im in a happy peppy kind of a mood at this moment in time. Its actually kind of creepy. But im posting a post, (i just made so much sense there) about stuff that makes me happy, because people question it a lot. Soo here goes it.

30 day challenge all in one :)

Hola.

I got this sent to me so imma post it here.

enjoy
xoxo
-g

1. Middle Name and How You Feel About It
Blehh..I hate my middle name. Its suzanne. I just...I don't even know why I hate it. I just do. Next Question.

2. Talk about your piercings/tattoos
I has none of the above.

3. Your favorite television program
Obviously, glee. I am a gleek (glee geek) and will be forever. I love this show because it shows its okay to be yourself and they sing pretty music,

4. Write about your closest friend
...well then. I have quite a few. Hard to choose. I guess my bestie jordan because she has been there for me the longest and we are still pretty close.

5. Tell us your 3 favorite colors
-Dark Green
-Purple
-Bright Red

6. Favorite season and why
Autumn, My birthday is on the first day of it.

7. Tumblr?
My theatre friends got me hooked. Its been a life changing expierience.

8. Fitness Guru or Couch Potato?
Hah, a little of both. I enjoy working out a lot but when im not im a lazy bum.

9. Favorite Memory at the moment?
Noises Off Strike...so fun yet so painful.

10. Pets?
Allister, my fishie. He is the love of zee life.

11. Top 3 Favorite Bands?
-He is We
-My Chemical Romance
-Death Cab for Cutie

12. Thoughts on harry potter?
My friends are obsessed. Me? not so much. They are books and movies. It doesn't go beyond that for me.

13. Thoughts on Mean Girls?
The movie? Excellent. The girls who go to my school? not so much.

14. Do you have any siblings?
Indeed. Thats all I shall say.

15. Favorite Junk Food?
Oh Dear. Mac and Cheese or Ice Cream.

16. Favorite Disney Princess Movie?
The Little Mermaid, FTW.

17. Thoughts on Ugg Boots?
They are comfy. I has knock offs. They are also comfy.

18. Do you drink more soda than milk?
Awkward question, yes and no. Depends on the week.

19. Hmm They might see this so nope.

20. Do you wear glasses?
Yes, when im not in contacts. I look ridiculously nerdy.

21. Favorite Subject?
Theatre and Chemistry.

22. Do you play a sport?
Volleyball.

23. Your opinion on lady gaga.
Her fashion is amazing, her music is catchy. Whats not to like?

24. The last movie you saw in theatres?
blehh...well since its been maybe 3-4 months, water for elephants, in which I hated.

25. Last book you read?
Its not summer without you :) such a stinking amazing book.

26. One place you'd like to visit someday?
Italy

27. 3 Favorite Names for a Boy, Girl, and Pet.
Boy
-Cameron Forrest
-Destery Liam
-I couldn't think

-Girls
-Dannilynn Arabella
-Roey Delilah
-Harlow Candace

-Pets
Allister <3, I don't want any other pets

28. Celebrity Crush?
Cameron Mitchell, Have you seen how adorkably cute he is!

29. Your opinion on the tv show Glee?
See numero 3

30. Post a recent pic.

See? I have friends outside of the internet.

Weekly Update

Hey Guys,

Blog list is going up soon enough. Probably tonight! Over the past three days, I have been ushering for the most amazing show with the most amazing cast in the whole entire world :) They are simply incredible actors and I am so very proud of each and everyone of them. So anyways, Blog list will be up right underneath by beloved music playlist. Oh, btw, you can send me anything that you want me to post or talk about on my blog. Just leave me a super duper comment and ill look at it asap. Thanks sooo so much. I love you all :)

xoxo
-g

Thoughts

Hello,

I think im becoming paranoid. I get like this only when I over hear stuff and it slightly, well a tad more than slightly, more like terribly, worries me. It seems like everytime I get so close to having something good in my life, that door just slams right in my face. It seems like I have a ninety nine percent chance of failing and only 1 percent chance of suceeding. I really don't like those odds. Just once id like to have something good happen. This week would be nice. Really Nice. Because if it doesn't, im going to cry. I hate this. I wish I didn't have stupid emotions, like love, (Im still not sure what that is, I only know it by its dictionary definition.) I wish I could just be happy, sad, angry, and suprised. Thats it. Nothing else. Love causes too much stress, just like frustration. Well, actually, I think love LEADS to frustration. Im too picky and ill probably never be satisfied. I just...blehh. Thats all I can say. I want one person to just show me that im not going to get thrown off the edge like every time before. Because a person can only get thrown off so many times without breaking. And at the moment, I'm pretty damned fractured. Mend my heart and tell me its going to be okay. Don't ditch me like everyone else. Don't make my life awkward, be my best friend. Show me that, and maybe someday I'll be okay. My heart needs time to fix itself and be able to be okay again. Laughter is only a temporary solution. I need something permanent. I need that friend, to lean on their shoulder and have random late night conversations about nothing and everything. Why does this world have to make that so damned complicated. I see it clearly, why can't everyone else? Because this world is filled with people who don't know what to think so we are so afraid to say what we feel. I used to be one of those people. Then I got my heart fractured one too many times. Now, im just done. Done caring if people think I'm weird or strange or just plain awkward. I'm done falling for people who leave you in the end. Not even the end, actually its pretty darned close to the start. Won't someone lead me away from this darkness. Take me to the light and give me a heavy dose of sunshine.

Opinions. Comment. Rate.

Sorry No Love, its a pretty sad post, and im just not feeling the "love" today.
You guys are still the best.

xoxo
-g

Please, Please, Please?

Hello All,

Once again its that time for me to say sank you veddy much to all the lovely people out there who read this lovely blog. I love all of you dearly, especially those who rate, leave comments, and ask me all those awesome possum questions. If you follow me and keep supporting the time and effort I put on here, I will gladly do the same for you. I'm going to put a list of my favorite blogs tonight, so if you would like to see your blog get possibly featured on my page, leave me a comment with your blog's URL and I will gladly check it out. Thanks for being patient. I will also soon be doing another music review possibly tonight, if not tomorrow. Thanks again, Loves! Have a great day and tell someone you love them, its always nice to hear.
Please Please Please keep checking up on the blog!

Love to all,

xoxo
-g

Where are you Sleep?

Hey There,

I am so so sleepy I can barely keep my eyes open. But the best I can do is close my eyes. Sleep decided to go on a vacay for the last 60 hours and I miss it so. If you find it, let me know and send it back to me.

xoxo
-g

Questions :)

Questions to the geekling

If you have a question you want me to answer, leave it as a comment or contact me.

Q. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? 
A. Absolutely. I think its adorable :)

Q. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? 
A. Haha, can I have a short poofy party dress?


Q. Are diamonds a girl's best friend? What girl wouldn’t love to get diamonds? 
A. Im not big on them. I sorta kinda prefer costume jewlery :)
  
Q. Is your hair up or down today? 
A. Down

Q. Do you straighten your hair? 
A. Only if its looking like a hot mess


Q. Favorite mascara? 
A. Rimmel London Something or Another

Q. Do you get your nails done? 
A. Only for special occasions

Q. Small or large purses? 
A. Large, I love hobo bags. I pretty much have the world in there.

Q. Jeans or sweats? 
A.  Sweats. Girls gotta be comfy.

Q. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? 
A. Hah, try not to but ocassionally :)


Q. Do you text message a lot? 
A. Depends on the day


Q. What’s your favorite color? 
A.  Dark green but on certain days I love other colors depending on my mood like right now I like bright yellow.

Q. Heels or flats? 
A. Depends on the outfit but usually flats for comfort.  

Q. Would you ever leave the house without makeup on? 
A.  I do it all the time. If you can't love me without makeup on, you are not worth my time.


Q. Wal-Mart or Target? 
A. Target

Q. Do you think lip gloss is the best!? 
A. I adore it.

Q. Do you own any big sunglasses? 
A. haha no just wayferers

Q. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 
A.  30 minutes, tops.

Q. Gold or silver? 
A. Silver


Q. Do you like to wear dresses? 
A.  yes, yes, and yes. especially with tights.

Q. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy? 
A. haha nope

Q. Do you like to hold hands? 
A. Indeeed


Q. What do you notice when you first meet a guy? 
A. If they are smiling :)


Q. Do you like making eye contact? 
Q. Im pretty shy about it so when I do it really means something


Q. Would you kill for chocolate? 
 A. Nope, i can live.


Q. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping? 
A. A 7. I get frustrated a lot but its still fun.


Q. Do you yell a lot? 
A. notta, i argue a lot though.


Q. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work? 
A.  sweats maybe.

Q. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy? 
A. Nope!


Q. What makeup could you not live without? 
A. Eyeliner, mascara, and magenta lip gloss.


Q. Do you fall in love easily? 
A. Nope, im really picky.


Q. Do you have cramps? 
A. At some point, doesnt every girl?

Q. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever? 
A. Well Yesss :)

So Very Sorry...

Hi Guys,

Sorry I haven't posted in a long long while. Life is a little chaotic at the moment and I'm in a rut. But at least glee project is on tonight. I sincerely hope Cameron Mitchell wins the fan favorite because he is in the lead and he deserves it the most. So if you could, for me, ill post a link below and would you please, pretty please, vote for the boy, and it would make me eternally happy. So anyways, life is suckish. See I can't say the word "suck" or any form of it in language arts class so you may find that i'll be saying it more often. I just don't know how to live anymore. I think though I am going to write a memoir of some sort. A lot of people don't know about my past or my disease and how it killed me inside. So along with the rest of my lovely projects, I will keep you posted on sneak peaks and all that fun stuff. So for now I will post lovely pictures that make me happy.

Comment. Rate. Love.

Nerds Forever,
xoxo
-g

Read Down First :)

Glee Project Fan Favorite-Vote For Cameron!

My Final Days of Summer :'(

Hola Geeklings,

I really hope that you all are having a nice day. I have three days left of summer then I head back to school to start my sophomore year, oh joy! Hopefully you can sense my sarcasm. Anywhoooo, I just wanted to write a long post about a lot of things going on in zee life of zis geek. I know, im rocking many accents today. Well life is pretty darn decent right now but school is about to arrive and I can tell my nonchalant life is going to get extremely chaotic. But Since I havent done a good post in a while, I figured I really should put a good one out there before im burried under a huge pile of books and homework spending late nights in the theatre department at my high school, not that im complaining about the last one. So I shall start with music. Recently, okay it was this morning, I discovered this wonderful band called Gold Motel. They are so amazing that they almost made me want to puke rainbows and other pretty things. There vibe is very indie and unique and if you've ever heard of The Hush Sound, you'll see that the lead singer is the same for both groups. There songs are all different and about the most random things but I love them almost as much as I love Cameron Mitchell, who by the way, his album/ep is now more popular than kids bop so congrats Cameron, you are beating out those ten year old wannabes :) And well, at the moment my sister and her friends are trying to imitate british accents, not very well I might add, and are really getting on my nerves. So I guess i will post zee playlist for zis week and be done for tonight. I will try to do a last day of summer post on sunday so keep your eyes open and ill provide a sneak peek to the could be a possible novel that im trying to write(so far so good) and I wish the very best to you all until I write again. Thanks so much for reading.

Comment. Rate. Love.

xoxo
-g

Playlist For This Week!
1. Last Night- Good Charlotte
2. Stealing The Moonlight-Gold Motel
3. Sounds of Letting Go-Cameron Mitchell
4. Betrayed By Bones-Hellogoodbye
5. Isn't That Love-Macy Maloy
6. Monster- Meg and Dia
7. Baby Blue Eyes-A Rocket to the Moon
8. As Long As It Takes-The Spill Canvas
9. Backbone-There For Tomorrow
10. Physical Love-The Working Title
11. A Symptom-You, Me, and Everyone Else We Know

Best Cover Song:
Use Somebody-Cameron Mitchell
Song by: Kings of Leon



Zee Love of Zee Life (I wish!)



An ode to the cutest nerd alive

Hey Geeklings,

This is my dedication post to the one and only Cameron Mitchell, who is absolutely one of the most amazing people (and cutest) that I absolutely adore. On Sunday, he decided to leave The Glee Project and it truly broke my heart. He stuck up for his morals and beliefs, though we don't agree on some terms, I have ultimate respect for this guy. So farewell Cameron, and know that this geek will forever and always support your music and whatever you decide to do with the rest of your life. If you have never heard this boy sing, I suggest you do and I will post a link, as I already have on a previous post, but ill post it again. I love you Cameron Mitchell for also inspiring me to be nerdy and not to care what anyone else thinks of you.

xoxo
-g

Isn't he such a cutie! :)



Cameron's Music