For My Cameron Fans

Here is what I found for all of you missing my cameron posts.

xoxo
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I thought this was cute :)

Remind Her She's Beautiful

Dearest Geeklings,

This is to anyone who doesn't feel appreciated or beautiful. Maybe not so smart or not witty enough. Maybe a clutz or someone who doesn't feel okay.

When I was younger, I was diagnosed with type one diabetes and I quickly lost any of the friends I had made previously. Being six with no friends and a disease is tough. You lose the feeling of want or need by people in your life. You become unsociable and unappreciated and feel like the ugliest piece of crap in the world. You feel alone and that is all you can feel because no one else has gone through the things that you have. You think that no one could possibly understand.

But just know, if you get forced into a situation and you don't feel beautiful or needed or wanted, just know that someone, somewhere cares and always will. YOU are so incredibly beautiful just being you. Don't you ever let anyone tell you you're not pretty or smart enough, because you are. And always will be.

I love you all. Have a beautiful evening

xoxo
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p.s. my happy ending gets closer everyday and so will yours :)

Dear Guys, Love Us Girls

This is indeed the newest addition to The Ugly Geekling. This is all about everything that girls want to tell guys advice wise. The First additon will come out tonight and I am hoping that I will get several others to help me with this lovely project. Im extremely hopefull for a success. Let me know what you think by leaving me a comment :)

xoxo
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Re-vamped and sooo ready to write

Hey Lovelies,
As you can see, I have yet again changed the blog. It should stay this way for quite a while so I can stop confusing the living daylights out of you. Thanks for being patient with me and I truly love each and every one of you that comes back to my blog each and every day just to see if I post anything interesting. Well, I will be posting more often because I have nothing better to do and I love, love, LOVE writing for you guys. Have a great thanksgiving and hopefully you'll like the new Ugly Geekling.

xoxo
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Picture Of The Week

What tis this thing called Love?

I ask myself this every single day and im still not quite sure.
But here are some of the things I love...

1. My Best Friends

They are sweet, spontaneous, a little bit rude, but I love them immensly because they are the family I chose.












2. Amusement Parks

I believe the first word of the title says it all.











3. Inspirational Art

It is truly amazing because it always uplifts my mood. Add A Comment if you want me to write more about my favorite things.

Hey Lovelies,
Lately I have been trying to re vamp my blog because I can't find anything interesting to write about. So..Photography it is!

Oh Hey Fall...

Randomness

Hi Guys,

Sorry Its been forever. And by forever its probably been a week or so. But I missed blogging. I finished stage managing the most fabulous production ever of One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest. It was a truly beautiful and stunning production. But now tis over (meaning that I have much more time to blog) So hopefully you guys keep coming back to my blog and read it everyday, because I promise to post randomly and more often, so be on the lookout. I love you all veddy veddy much.

xoxo
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I'm BACK!!!

Sorry about the longest delay in history of delays,

But anyways,
Here's whats been going on. I have been stage managing a school theatre production, balancing an honors class, and trying to get five hours of sleep every night. Now, how much time does that leave for blogging? Like 1.2 miliseconds. So I am taking the only free time I have at the moment to write another beautiful blog post. I am also continuing to write a book. At the moment the book is about an insomniac who is quite possibly in love with a boy who is on the outside of it all. He doesn't appeal to many, but she feels strongly about him and tells the story of love, loss, and those beautiful little twinkly things up in the sky(which you cannot see from where I live) I have written three chapters. Woo Hoo! I feel so accomplished. Hopefully this story will go somewhere, I shall keep you updated as much as I possibly can while performing my lovely balancing act. Would you pour your soul out to a boy you were quite possibly in love with? Let me know. Leave me a comment. Give me some ideas. I'd love you to the end of forever, if there is indeed an end of forever. I love you all to pieces and hope you will enjoy the lovely Macy Maloy that I have left after this epically long paragraph. Hopefully I kept you interested during the last three minutes that you were reading this. Yes, I did time myself reading this just so I could include that sentence. I should really stop rambling now. Leave Comments, Questions, Concerns about my sanity.

xoxo
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Why Am I So Obsessed

Because He is Gorgeous
And Amazingly Dorky

And Such an inspiration
Nerd Herd Fo' Life.

I don't think I have ever been more excited for a movie

Just Watch.

Oh So Sorry

Alrighty, so I know I promised to write, but so much has been going on in my busy little life that I managed to get deathly ill and have just recently recovered. I am also co-stage managing a production of One Flew over the Cuckoo’s Nest at my high school, so I have been just busy, but it has been a blast. I don’t actually have much to talk about so I guess ill just ask you to leave me questions at my lovely formspring and leave you some lovely Macy Maloy and Cameron Mitchell. Have a nice day!

xoxo

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Inner Geekdom

If you have not seen this your in for a treat ;)

xoxo
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I think I just died a little

I have no idea what makes this song so appealing, but I can't stop listening to it. I'm not quite sure why. I think its because one of my geeky guilty pleasures is boy bands who have good hair and are at least mildy attractive. Its Just so...I don't even know. Just listen. Its amazing and stuff.

xoxo
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Oh How I Love My Friends...and stalkers

Hehe,
Hi guys. I am in the best mood ever. I just got back from having mongolian food with some of the greatest people that I have ever met in my entire life. I am so proud of myself because I get to co-stage manage for the first time. Its a blast. I have been keeping myself sane by listening to a lot of maroon 5 and taylor swift. Odd combo right?

I promis to write lots tomorrow :)

xoxo
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Is it sad that i'm addicted to this song?

I really don't understand why I can't stop listening to this song. Normally, I don't really enjoy mainstream music. But this song is pretty darn catchy and just adds to my ultimate love for Maroon 5. Though, even though I can't stop listening to it, it will never compare to any of there other songs that I love so so much. I guess I'll post more later but i'll leave you with another video or something.

xoxo
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He is an Angel :)

Birthday...what?

Hey Geeklings,

Guess who has a birthday wednesday? mua. And guess what? I get to spend it with the best people in the whole world as they have their final dress rehersal before opening night. I have been working on a show called Fully Committed, and our cast and crew make the show amazing. I love each and everyone of their beautiful faces. On another note, my birthday will be amazing. Just because for once in my life, I am in a decent place and mindset and I have improv on wednesday soo all good there. I decided to create a formspring dedicated to this blog so you can ask me questions and or tell me about stuff to blog. I love you all and just please have a great week. For me at least.

xoxo
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Playlist of the Week

Hey Geeklings,

Here is my music picks for this week. I am going to try to do this as often as possible.

xoxo
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1. She Moves In Her Own Way-The Kooks
2. Finger Twist and Split-Cute Is What We Aim For
3. Moves Like Jagger-Maroon 5
4. Blue Sky Happiness-Single File
5. I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You-Black Kids
6. If I Die Young-A Band Perry
7. Diana-The Sounds
8. Daisy-The Maine
9. No One Can Touch Us-Sing It Lound Ft. Alex Gaskarth
10. I Do What I Do-Anarbor

Homecoming...?

Hey All,

Sowee I have been so bust. It has been an extremely long week and my immune system has put me through hell. But I am back and tonight is my first official homecoming dance! I don't know whether to be excited or not because i don't really know how I feel about everything. We shall see how it all goes. But anyways, I have been trying to update music and blogs so check those bad boys out and you know leave comments and tell peeps about my blog. It is appreciated. Now I shall go back and engross myself in One Tree Hill and wait for misery to come upon me this evening. I love you all!

xoxo
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These kids have been keeping me from writing, but I love them still.

Sorry :(

Hey Geeklings,

Sorry I haven't been posting. I have been reallyyyy sick and still am. I barely have enough energy to type this sentence, but I didn't want to not post stuff for you guys. I love you all. I'll post a nice picture of something or another.

xoxo
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Happiness is Beautiful

Hola Geeklings,

I am so happy right now, its not even funny. I just got news that I got a hundred on my math test and that I will have Take Note published in an anthology this summer. Amazing right? If you have not read it, I strongly suggest you do. It is one of my posts below. Just Check it out. Thanks for the love guys. Your the best. And because I am in such a fantastic mood, I will post a Cameron Mitchell video.

Enjoy your night!

xoxo
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My Love Has Increased For My Favorite Nerd

Cameron Mitchell. Just Watch. He is Beyond Words.

xoxo

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Take Note

Hey Lovelies,

Its that time where I wrote a poem and I put it on my blog. I am so awkward.

xoxo
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P.S. Hope You Guys Enjoy! Comment PLEASE. It will fill me with eternal joy.

Take Note

Sit and watch

This life go by

Playing like a film

Leaving you ready to cry

Her story is simple

Yet so incomplete

The wrong place, the wrong time

Took her hearts last precious beat

No, you didn’t know her

No, you didn’t care

Do you see how leaving someone in the darkness

Can leave the world unaware

Do you see that darkness

Is where no one wants to be?

Do you see how it consumes?

Leaving nothing left to see

You could have known

But no one tries

No one cares enough

To see the pain in ones eyes

So look

And listen, just say no more

Watch her life play

Because she is gone forevermore

But Promise

That you will understand what happened here today

Please understand

It takes only one to wipe a tear away

They will sing her song

But it is yet to be sung

Until the world decides

To let them stop dying so young

Oh Macy Maloy, How I love thee :)

This girl is so talented its not even funny. Her name is Macy Maloy and you should follow her on YouTube. And I envy her so. Not only because she has a fantastic voice, but she is dating the one and only Cameron Mitchell. Check her out. I'm serious. Do it now.

xoxo
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92 Lovely Things

name: Gabbiee

age: 14
 
birthday: September 21   
what was your..

1. last beverage: Diet Coke
2. last phone call: My Madre
3. last text message: Andy!
4. last song you listened to: Lights By Ellie Goulding

5. last time you cried: Today

 
have you ever..
 
6. dated someone twice: Nada
7. been cheated on: If were talking uno...haha no never
8. kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. lost someone special:  yess
10. been depressed: mmhm

11. been drunk: nope
 
 three favorite colors...
 
12. Dark Green

13. Strawberry Red

14. Purple

last year (2010) have you... 
15. made a new friend: I got a whole family

16. fallen out of love: yess
17. laughed until you cried: so many times...oh how I love you improv

18. met someone who changed you: a few
19. found out who your true friends were: yessirree
20. found out someone was talking about you: maybe ;) 
21. done something you regret: nope, I stopped regreting

 general :
 
22. how many followers of your blog do you know in real life? One, Do you really love lamp? I love them.
24. do you have any pets: Allister is the bestest fish in the entire world.
25. do you want to change your name: Yes
26. what did you do for your last birthday: I cried...?
27. what time did you wake up today: Six am
28. what were you doing at midnight: watching amadeus. Longest movie ever.

29. name something you cannot wait for: To watch my lovely friends perform Fully Committed

30. last time you saw your mother: a half an hour ago
31. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I was not diabetic
32. what are you listening to right now: Your Song: Ellie Goulding
33. have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: haha yes. My neighbor.  
34. what's getting on your nerves right now?: People who can't walk correctly in the hallway

37. nickname: Gabbs, Gabbo, Gabbers, Gabeebee, Gabba Gabba,
38. relationship status: Single
39. zodiac sign: Virgo :)

40. are you a boy or girl: girl
41. middle school: Centennial Middle School
42. high school: Mountain Pointe High School

43. college: Hopefully somewhere far away from Arizona :)
44. hair color: Dark brown  
45. long or short: long
46. height: 5'5 and a half
47. do you have a crush on someone?: more or less
48. what do you like about yourself? my freckles

49. piercings: no, scary.
50. tattoos: not quite
51. righty or lefty: righty!
 
firsts :
 
52. first surgery:Eyebrow

53. first piercing: none
54. first best friend: Courtney
55. first sport you joined: Swim
56. first vacation: Arizona...and then we moved here. Sad story.
right now :
 
59. eating: nothing

60. drinking: water
61. i'm about to: submit my poemm
62. listening to: Macy Maloy
63. waiting for: Fully Committed
 
your future :
 
64. want kids? Sure thing
65. Get Married? Uh yup
66. Career? Writer. Actor. Doctor. One of the above.
  
which is better :
 
67. lips or eyes: eyes.
68. hugs or kisses: Hugs! At the moment at least...
69. shorter or taller: taller.
70. older or younger:  older
71. romantic or spontaneous: both are nice
72. nice stomach or nice arms: stomach

73. sensitive or loud: loud with a sensitive side
74. hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. trouble maker or hesitant : hesitant
 have you ever :
 
76. kissed a stranger: nope
77. drank hard liquor: no
78. lost glasses/contacts: Everyday
79. had a concussion? almost...
80. broke someone's heart: sure did
81. had your own heart broken: indeed
82. been arrested: haha no

83. turned someone down: Yes
84. cried when someone died: Once
85. fallen for a friend: Yes 
 do you believe in :
 
86. yourself: somewhat
87. miracles: possibly?
88. love at first sight: sure do!
89. heaven: nope
90. santa claus:  Who Doesn't?

91. the bible: uh nope

92. angels: nada

 

xoxo

-g

 

Oh love...

Dear Cameron Mitchell,
      If we can't get married, will you at least sing at my wedding in the not so near future? Thanks so much!
                   xoxo
                     Gabbiee

Cameron Mitchell and Macy Maloy

Love, Love, Love...?

Hola Geeklings,

Lately I have been getting asked a lot about the topic of love. As my profile says I am a firm believer in it, but I have never in my life, been in any form of love. Love is something I am still not sure if I grew up around or not. My family is extremely dysfunctional. My parents fight twenty four seven, and my sister would do anything to bring me down. Call that love. I am not one to fall in love easily considering the fact that I have only "fallen for" two gentlemen in my entire life. One saw me as just another girl and the other is now and will forever be one of the people who has changed my life forever, and we are very close friends now, but nothing more. And for me, thats exactly right. Love will come to me one day, that day could be tomorrow for all that I know. I just don't know. So for all the single men and women who are reading this, it is okay. Just find something you absolutely love and cling onto it for dear life. I promise you if you do that, you'll get where you have always wanted to be. For me, that thing is theatre. My theatre family cares for me more then my own family. They are my best friends and the most understanding (and the oddest) people I will probably meet in my life. So right now, I guess you can say I'm starting to learn what love is. Love is friendship that is so close that you call them family. So if a relationship comes a long this year, who am I to stop it? Life happens. Crap happens. Happiness happens to if you let it. Don't stand in the way of yourself. Don't be the shy dorky girl who doesn't say a word her entire freshman year of high school. Seriously, you don't want to be that girl. I love you all and I truly mean it. I am oh so serious. To show my love I get to post my poems tomorrow which seem to be the most popular feature on this blog so Yayayayayay! Have a nice evening and know that someone(me) will always love you. Because you read my blog.

Thanks Lovelies,

xoxo
-g

Me and one of my best guy friends have this relationship. It is the bestest.

So I...

Hi Geeklings,

So I...wrote another phenomenal poem. Well, atleast I think it is quite good for a poem. So I shall post it after I turn it in to my english teacher on tuesday. But anywhooo, I'm in a pretty darn good mood. Life is swell. I have no idea why im talking so funny. So I'll post a nice picture of something to look at. Please excuse my rambling.

xoxo
-g

Things I love...

Heyy derr,

My Theatre Family. They Mean the Absolute world to me and each and I love each and every single one of these lovely faces.

My Bestest Frand, Jordan. I love her more than life.

Cameron Mitchell. My Nerdspiration. He is the cutest nerd in the entire world and one day we will be married.

Quotes about life and other stuff, I enjoy them greatly.

My favorite place in the world is disneyland, aren't we so cute! :)

Unusual Art. Its Amazing.

Hearts. Please? I just love these shapes.

People in love. They are quite inspiring.

Fishies. Nuff Said.

Heres my list of things. Follow and Obey :)

Im in a happy peppy kind of a mood at this moment in time. Its actually kind of creepy. But im posting a post, (i just made so much sense there) about stuff that makes me happy, because people question it a lot. Soo here goes it.