I like to write. I find it to be the only way you can get the emotions that build up inside you out. I live life in a tiny little box. Its walls can be expanded into infinite directions but its nailed shut from the outside. Sometimes I'd just like to get out. And I guess whats keeping me in is fear. Fear of what the world would think of me and my opinionated self. I can't hold a grudge to save my life. At the moment, I really can't stand people. I try to be a people pleaser because I hate the idea of being disliked. But lets face it, who can say that there isn't one person out there that doesn't "strongly dislike you". I wish that I could tell one person in my life that she isn't perfect and she can stop stealing the lime light. Because it seems no matter what I do, I will never, ever, ever, be good enough, all because you stand in my way. And behind you, everything turns to darkness.
xoxo
-g